EBOOK Format - Brothers Book by Evensen Kim

Author:Evensen, Kim
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Brothers
Published: 2019-02-20T00:00:00+00:00

As our friendship grew stronger, so did my fear and anxiety. In the beginning I didn’t really know what it was, so I was confused about why I suddenly felt so afraid when being close to my bro.

Building a friendship with Ayden was the best thing, but it was very scary at the same time. It didn’t take long until Ayden noticed my fear and anxiety, and little did he know how these fears would challenge us both.

My wounds were exposed when I allowed Ayden to see me, to know me. I remember we got into several conflicts – often because I wanted to sabotage the friendship. Instead of being left myself, I wanted to make him leave me (by making a scene or acting out). It would make me feel like I had some control over the situation. It was a difficult season for me, and the wounds I had couldn’t be ignored anymore. There were moments when I did everything I could to push him away, but he’d still not leave me. I’d tell him I hated him and that he was the biggest arsehole on earth (and I called him worse things than that), but he’d still tell me he loved me. I once punched him in the face as well … Yeah, most people don’t believe it. But I did. The story behind it is long, and I’ll save it for another time. But the awesome thing is that he texted me the morning after, saying this: ‘Well, yesterday was rough. I hope you’re OK. Let’s meet for a coffee?’

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